Last night after dinner I was so tired. Ryan and I took a little nap. Then he went home to gather his gear for his day long hunting adventure today. I lied around and played with my camera and messed with my blog. I was thinking. I was thinking about someone that has been in my life from the very beginning. Someone I see every year maybe two or three times. Someone I know but only because her mother tells me stuff about her when I ask. I have been to all of her homes and know her husband and her dog, but I really know nothing personal about her. I mean minor details.. yes I know the basic. But really know know them... no. Not like I know the equal on the other side. Bt last night, I said a quick prayer. Not really knowing exactly why I was praying about her and situation but just prayed.
Today in the mail, there was a letter from that person. They offered thanks and a quick message that said "I wish we could spend more time together, so we could get to know each other better."
I love to laugh, have fun, love and be loved. I plan and I dream. I plan on always dreaming. I worry about things I have no control over. I try not worry about things I have no control over. I pray. I always notice the stars no matter what. I wish upon a star. I help when I can and want to help more than I do. I smile. I try to smile more often. I am nice. I should be nicer. I think randomly and should think more logically. But I at least I am thinking. I ramble. I try not to I ramble so often. I also mumble. I should work on not mumbling. I pray. I am bossy. I should really not be bossy. I try. I am going to keep trying. I work hard. I need to work harder. I cry. I can cry a lot but I don't cry that often. I speak. I should think before I speak but speak more often. Then again, I should think more often too. I help. I want to help more. I pray. I am inspired. I want to inspire.